Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Monday, July 12, 2010
Sunday, July 11, 2010

I actually really hate my real name... I feel awkward when telling anyone "My name is *peeep*"... I feel awkward, too, when someone's calling me by my real name...
When I was still in school, eeeeeeeeeveryone called me Toki.. I don't know how that came, but I loved it and I love the name Toki. I would love to change my real name into this one.
Nowadays no one is calling me Toki though, except for close friends. It saddens me quite a bit D:
However, I started contemplating about my second real name (yeah, I have one). Actually I always hated that too... my parents always told me they didn't want to call me that as my first name because it's a name that can be mutilated quite easily in my language *lol* But it's actually a really pretty name D:
And now.. when I think of it... it actually sounds like a Japanese name, too XD" It's just a matter of L and R....
Now I wish people would know me by my second name, rather than by my first... I guess when meeting new people I will always introduce myself with my second name from now on 8D
whew, that was random...
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Tuesday, July 6, 2010

It's interesting to see how Kuroshitsuji fans perceive Gazette now that they've done an intro song for it. I'm glad that Gazette's song is appreciated. And also that people take their time and eg. watch the PV. (I'm a little worried though about the fan-created lyrics, but oh well..)
Vise-versa, Gazette fans want to know what Kuroshitsuji is about XD
So~
I have watched the first season of Kuroshitsuji over the past few days and I must say it's the first anime in yeeeeaaars that I've really liked! I'm so lloking forward to seeing the second season now!! I've watched the first episode of it and now I gotta wait till the next ones are being released... At first I didn't like the second season because of this blond kiddo D: I don't know whether I will ever like him and his butler >_> ... But then Sebastian magically appeared with Ciel and everything was fine again!! 8D~ Yay!
Anyways~
Gotta go to work now, see ya later~
Monday, July 5, 2010


I think today I'm going to work for this.
It's a replica. It will cost me 60$, shipping included.
So what~
I'm earning thrice as much today...
I haven't ordered anything in like forever. I'm actually quite proud of myself.
Plus I'm so annoyed at local shops. They all sell cheap summer stuff.
I only ever find dresses you can see through. I've had enough of this. It's summer. I don't want to wear something underneath the dresses so that one can't see my bra or my panties >_> Is this too much to ask? D:
Sunday, July 4, 2010

Music is a really powerful force.
It's amazing how much this song reminds me of my sad and lonely past.
I feel like being that girl again from about 7 years ago while listening to it.
I had no one back then.
This has changed since then. I'm so glad.
Just the feeling while listening to it is still the same. And I can't stop.
Somehow it seems that I like to torture my soul.
Saturday, July 3, 2010
As long as PSC doesn't take it down... *lol*
It's awesome!!
They all look so beautiful. They're only standing there with their instruments, but the slow motion, the wind... everything makes it so beautiful.
*watches again*
*sigh~*
I love the passage at 1.43 where Aoi sings along~
I love fluffy Ruki in the wind...
I love badass Reita with his bass at 2.38
I love Uruha because of his powerful playing in the beginning...
I want the whole single finally ;^;
Friday, July 2, 2010


This pupe event reminds me so much of "A Midsummernight's Dream" *___*;;
When I saw that purple outfit my mind screamed "TITANIA!!" XDD
It's a nice new event idea! X333 (finally something innovative, yeah!)
Yesterday I went shopping and I bought some strange stuff! *lol*
I don't know whether I will ever wear this top, but I loved it when I tried it on 8D
Then I finally found dotted leggins~
And the shoes are also new.. I desperately needed some shoes for summer *drop*























