Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Things I could be doing right now:

- Watch Buzzer Beat
- Watch Kuroshitsuji
- Study for my Japanese Class
- Study Japanese Vocab
- Read Shakespeare
- Read other books
- Clean my room
- Do my nails
- Prepare stuff for England

Why am I doing none of those and just sit here and wait for time to pass? T_T

Aoi seems to not reply to tweets anymore. It's understandable. But I'm sad that I missed my chance .__. I tried more than once, but I'm too shy and not bold enough to spam him to get a reaction.
Since he's got twitter I feel like he's even more far away than before. It shows even more that they will never know that I exist. It's strange how one can love someone so much without knowing them at all, and without ever expecting to be loved back. Well, it's not like I'm depressed over something like this now, but I'm still a little sad.
Ah well~... I'm still happy about the things he writes. Like when he was talking about their past. When they were worried about getting food and not being able to attend their own lives because of their part time jobs. It must have been really tough. It makes me happy because now they've made it and they don't have to worry about things like these anymore. Though, I still hope they are happy not only with material things... Aoi's live seems to be so lonely sometimes...

Wah, I'm rambling again o.o
Sorry >_>


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